oh snap

when things get tough

2006-11-16T10:01:00.000-08:00

ya know when things get hard you always have to remeber that it will be ok. this week has been crazy for allot of people. it has been tough to see freinds in pain adn family members in pain also. but when you think about it some of the things that people go through seem like big things but they are really not that big. it is so hard to get wrapped up in the littlest things that we forget that if we just pray for gods help that we would get through them soo much easier and they wouldnt be soo hard to deal with. i gave a freind some advise this week that hopefully helped her out. i told her that if we just pray then we will get through any situation, whether it high school drama, or family problems, or just struggling all together. we can get through things much easier if we just remeber what we stand for and not get so wrapped up that we forget who can help us with anything. jsut remember god is always there and dont be scared to ask for help

im pulling through

2006-09-28T18:54:00.000-07:00

ok it has been a rough couple of weeks or shall i say monthes, i have been strugling soo bad and i feel so terrible, i am making a change and i hope over that next week or so you will be able to see a change, cuz im trying hard, i would jsut liek it if you could pray for me cuz that would help so much .

ok do you knwo how hard it would be to lose a freind well i couldnt imagin it, i recentyl had to realize how bad it owul deb by seeing my best freind go through it and i cant take seeing her go through that it jsut breaks my heart but thank god she is doing better. i just couldnt imagine going through that, but i will say that cortney is such a more stronger than i am b/c i probably wouldnt wanna get outta the house for ever, but i am blessed to have such a strong freind like her. she is such a great freind adn i dont knwo what i would do wiht out her , i will sjtu say that i think god has put cortney in my life recently b/c me adn cortney have went through some of the same things adn we can understand each other perfectly she, is jsut another version of me adn i am another version of her. i sjut cant imagin not having her as a freind she has helped me out in so many ways that jsut amaze me. i sjut dont think i could ever do it on my own i am soo blessed by god that she is my best freind and i thank god every day that he gave me cortney as a freind.

living in fear

2006-06-27T20:55:00.000-07:00

here resently i have been wanting to make a change in my walk with god, it has been soo hard to live with the feeling of wow if god comes back now i am going to hell, i want to be able to be happy and not be worried about the things that have been freaking me out and all the stress and i think if that was all of you have been wondering thats why i have been losing soo much weight i have been so scared of allot of things afn i have really been running away form god when i really shoudl have been allot closer i have been soo worried about the owrld adn not even thinkin about god adn i will eb the first to admit it, i want soo much to be rigth with god adn i dont want a cold heart anymore i want to live totally for him adn that sll so i sjtu want to say thanck you to all teh ppl who hav been praying for all of us teens b/c we really needed it and i have had a seriouse wake up call and i think all of the others have got one to so thanx adn god bless

im a happy camper now!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-30T14:57:00.001-07:00

well as you may have read on moms blgo i go my license, it was not at all hard as i though it was gonna be i was freakin my self out for nothing but it was all worth the hard practicinga dn the studying i got my freakin license lol i am soo happy, i was soo happy i jsut wanted to run up to the driving instructor and give her the biggest hug ever. i didnt of course, i really am one of the happiest people in the world now b/c i can remember wanting to get this since i was liek 10 adn now it is really happeneg i have it yes to soem it may not seem liek a big deal but to me it is. i love it!! he he adn hey i am a good driver just in case soem of you are wondering he he luv ya'll

im a happy camper now

2006-05-30T14:57:00.000-07:00

YAY I GOT IN!!!!!

2006-05-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

well as some of you kwno that i was trying to get into vocational school adn i was kinda thinking i wasnt gonna get in b/c they were full or my grades well i was wrong sunny told me my grades were bad and he said he had plenty of roomn and i got in i am soo excited i have been waiting to do something liek this for my whole life ,, this sii soo exciting!!!! i am gonna love this adn i cannot wait too see how this is done, so if any of you are gonna need hair cuts im your girl lol but the bells about to ring so i will talk to yall latr

well yea freinds

2006-04-27T09:06:00.000-07:00

welltoday has been a very tough day to get through i got in a big fight with my freinds amanda b/c she is always complaining and it get sold and how she is always soo mean well yea i have delt witt it but i jsut couldnt take it anymroe and i blew up and i feel kinda bad but then again i feel relievd b/c i have been wanting to do that forever btu i have been agood girl but i sjut wasnt that today i jsut dont know. but yea i will tryo to be nice to her the rest of the day btu i thinkit will be hard ya kwno but eya umm other than that my day has been pretty god but i have to go work on study in for a test so see ya ll latr-amy

some things about me

2006-04-22T19:18:00.000-07:00

1. im a very outgoing person
2. i love to laugh adn make people laugh
3. i can be very paranoid
4. i am very self consiouse
5. i love to write poems ( not many peopel have seen them)
6. i love people
7. i love my friends and family more than anything
8. i love to jsut be myself
9. i cant be very crazy most the time
10. i hate to hurt peopls feelings
11. i am a very sensative person adn dont like my feelings hurt
12. it takes me a while to get over things
13. i hate dissapointing people
14. i am a very clean freak

well thats all i got for right now but ttyl

sad days

2006-04-20T19:05:00.000-07:00

some days can be jsut soo stressful adn so hard. well today was the day that my grandma died about 9 years ago i think my mom said but i reaqlly cant remember b/c i was soo youg. well i miss her soo much adn i jsut wish hse was here right now. like i said on moms blog she was the greatest grandma. adn i wouldntve traded her for the world i jsut wish she was here now i miss her soo soo soo much adn i jsut miss going to her house adn spending time with her, shje was such a wonderful woman and i jsut wish i couldve spent mor time with her. thats all i got for now but i have to go luv yall -amy

the new family member

2006-04-14T11:41:00.000-07:00

yes this looks just like our new annoying dog daisy she is soo hyper. and i cant take it but i love her ya know. but yea this week has gone by soo fast and i love it i wish every day of the week went by this fast ya know so it would just be over. i hate it but ya know god is getting me through it ya know . la la la la theres my song for you cuz im bored . ok well i gots to go bye bye

wow BORING!!!!!!!

2006-04-07T11:39:00.000-07:00

school is soo gay i am sittin ehre in the lab wiht my two friends jimmy adn emmy but ya kwno they arent really talkin but i am soo frekain bored outta my mind cuz ya know i told my teacher i was workin on my english paper but ya really knwo im not he he lol j.k but yea i am so bored today has gone by so slow it seems like but ya knwo school will be that way but yea i cant wait till its over it is soo gay but yea i am gonna go b/c class is over so ttyl

2006-04-03T10:22:00.000-07:00

wow that spring break went by so fast i cant believe it but yea i am sittin here in the lab with abby ya know skipping class is always fun he he j/k but yea i got a detention for a tardy if yall wanted to know lol
but abby is looking at puppys cuz ya knwo zach promised ehr a puppy adn she is looking for one but i am so bored and i sjut thought i post something but have hte bell is gonna ring so i have to go ttyl

days to think

2006-03-25T15:53:00.000-08:00

today has been a good day, i woke up and went to the store with mom and then came back home adn cleaned, no that wasnt the fun part, but after i got done cleaning i went with cortney and andrea to go play in the mud it was awesome. we had so much fun adn it was so nice to get away from all the drama and all the crappy stuff that goes on and just go and do something that you used to do all the time when you were a kid.
after they dropped me off at randy and tracy's to babysit i was jsut sittin around thinkin. thinkin about school and my friends and relationships ya knwo all that drama. well i just hate it how we get so wrapped up in stupid stuff that we forget about whats important. i have been thinkin allot latly about stuff that has been really hard to figure out what to do and i jsut dont knwo what to do about some things but all you have to do is trust in god and he will get you through it. and if some of the things that you want to happen, happen they have to be totally and completly up to him and thats jsut what we all have to remember.

i can take the rain off the roof of this empty house

that dont bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

what hurts the most

was being so close

adn havin so much to say

and watching you walk away

and never knowin

what couldve been

and not seeing that lovin you

is what i was tryin to do

its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go

but im doin it

its hard to forse that smile when i see our old friends adn im alone

still harder

gettin up gettin dressed livin with this regret

but i knwo if i could do it over

i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart

that i left unspoken

what hurts the most

is bein so close

adn havin so much to say

adn watching you walk away

adn never knowing

what couldve been

and not seein that lovin you

was what i was tryin to do

What hurts the mostI

s being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

not seein that lovin you

that what i was tryin to do

2006-03-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

remy, amy, abby, beth , and hope in front of omaha beach

2006-03-10T17:25:00.000-08:00

thats hott!!

2006-03-10T17:19:00.000-08:00

clemonte

2006-03-10T17:17:00.000-08:00

abby, hope, amy and esther in front of the eiffel tower

2006-03-10T17:13:00.000-08:00

hope, amy, and martine

2006-03-10T17:10:00.000-08:00

isabelle and jean-francoi

2006-03-10T17:08:00.000-08:00

my other french parents ruth and patrick

2006-03-10T17:07:00.000-08:00

everyone in front of the boat

2006-03-10T17:03:00.000-08:00

our big yellow banana

2006-03-10T17:01:00.000-08:00

sue, amy,and beth on the way home form france just bein goofy

2006-03-10T16:59:00.000-08:00

amy, abby, adn beth at the disney village in france

bad days

2006-03-09T13:38:00.000-08:00

dont you hate those bad days where nothing even seems like its goin your way, well thats what i had today. i was jsut in the worst mood ever. i didnt feel good, i had two big tests that i wasnt ready for, adn i wasnt understanding anything in algebra. i think it is stupid how we all get wrapped up in our own lives and dont care about anything else, but god shows us that even the worst day can be good. after algebra my friend tim came up to me and was like you need to cheer up and i was just like i dont feel good and he was like well atleast your alive that just got me thinkin even the people who really arnt christians can open your eyes to see what god really does for you, after that i didnt care how bad i felt i was gonna be happy and i did so i just thank god that he can make our day good even though it has been relaly horrible.

fun things

2006-03-08T12:19:00.000-08:00

the truth is i gave my heart away and i never really got it back- sweet home alabama

Any Questions?....Yea, I Have A Question!..Yes??...Does Barry Manalo Know You Raid His Wordrobe?- The Breakfast Club

"Every passing moment is another chance to turn it all around"- Vanilla Sky

Why do you try to fit in...when you were bron to stand out!- what a girl wants

I hate it how i don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all --- 10 Things I Hate About You

xXx~*~YoU cAn'T lOsE sOmEtHinG yOu NevEr HaD~*~xXx - how to lose a guy in 10 days

Life isnt measured by the Breaths we take but by the Moments that take our Breaths Away --- Will Smith -Hitch

they had two things in common, they were in love with each other- the notebook

La- ho-si-her: Ace Ventura

*~I once heard that love is just friendship on fire~* - The Perfect Man

"If you were waiting for the opportune moment...that was it." -CAPTAIN jack sparrow---pirates of the caribbean

"You dont need a license to drive a Sandwich!" SPONGEBOB THE MOVIE

*If you've ever lost someone very important to you, then you already know how it feels, and if you haven't, you cannot possibly imagine it* -Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events

Michele: We're not the ones who went and got fat. Christie: We're pregnant, you half-wit. Michele: Well I hope your babies turn out like.... monkeys - Romy and Michele's High School Reunion

First loves are never really over. - How to Deal

Do you think my hair looks cool? Because sometimes I wake up and i'm like cool, but sometimes im like not so cool. Like today i woke up and was like right side cool left side not so cool. ~Gilmore Girls~

A hero gets remembered but a legend never dies.

no eating here tonight Whoo no eating here tonight were on a diet.

Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken.---Fight Club

Just follow your heart, that's what I always do. -Napoleon Dynamite

*<3*>

thats why they're called crushes. if they were easier, they'd be called something else-16 candles

~If you love someone, tell them, otherwise the moment just passes you by~ *My best friends wedding

The only things that people fear are the things that they have already expericend~ one hour photo

There are millions of people in the world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections, a beauty that held out for me to see.. And a strength that can never be taken away. - Crazy/Beautiful

People once believed when someone dies,a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead.But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest.Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right." ~ The Crow

a clean break is easier. you can reset it and it heals and you move on, but if you leave things messy or things dont get put right, it just hurts.. forever."--Little Black Book

Smiling's my favorite... -From the movie Elf

"What we have here, is failure to comunicate." -Cool Hand Luke

Jerry: Sure we'll be okay...I'm a boyscout. Tom, your a boyscout, aren't you? Tom: Well no, but I ate a brownie once. ~Without A Paddle

Who throws a cupcake? Honestly? -- Dr.Evil

The gods envy US. They envy us because we're mortal, because every moment may be our last. Everythings more beautiful BECAUSE we're doomed. You'll never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.-Brad Pitt, Troy

There is a great big world out there and it won't matter if you were the most popular girl, the quarterback of the football team, or the biggest nerd in school. Find out who you are and try not to be afraid of it."--Never Been Kissed

Why Do You Wanna Marry Me Any how? So I Can Kiss You Anytime I Want! --* Sweet Home Alabama

*You're still beautiful." "Looks don't interest me." "That's easy for you to say. You've never been ugly." -- White Oleander

After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her ~ notting hill

Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want. *10 Things I Hate About You

"So you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable." -The Wizard of Oz

"...it will never get better or sweeter than you..you are my forever..." --Sweet November--

Life moves pretty fast.and if you don't stop and look around.you could miss it. -->Ferris Bulers Day Off<---

Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight. For I never saw true beauty till this night." - Leonardo DiCaprio as Romeo

sometimes the things your afraid of are the most worthwhile- chasing liberty

What we do does not define who we are...it's how well we get back up after we fall. Maid in Manhatten-Jennifer Lopez

"Now that was when people KNEW how to be in love. They knew it! Time, distance... nothing could separate them because they knew. It was right. It was real. It was..." --Sleepless in Seattle

The Brave may not live forever, but the cautious never live at all -The Princess Diaries

"its a dangerous business frodo....walking out your door and onto the road...you never know what will happen....and if you dont keep your feet....you might just be swept off." bilbos quote that frodo told sam in the cornfield ~Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring~

2006-03-06T17:08:00.000-08:00

me and my 2 best friends hope and abby

decisions

2006-03-06T16:46:00.000-08:00

you know all the things you do have to be made by a choice, well most choices are hard. you have to determine whether the decision is cool enough or if its right or if its jsut plain stupid. well most of us have all made tough ones and it is really hard. i know this b/c i am a teenager and i have already had to make huge decisions. most of the parents may think, no no my kid is gonna make good ones adn is gonna be goin on thje right path the whole way , but that is a major misconseption. i am not a perfect kid and i dont want anybody to think i am b/c that is jsut stupid b/c no body is perfect.
i think we have all dissapointed our parents b/c of a stupid decision but we jsut hate to admit it. i hate to dissapoint my parents i would rather they hate me for the rest of my life b/c it just hurts soo bad to know that they actually are dissapointed and that you hurt them and you lost there trust. whenever they question you you need to answer them honestly b/c they will feel better about a situation than if you lied to them the whole way. be honest with your parents and they will trust you more. i am not jsut sayin this b/c i want my parents to trust me or anything but decisions are important for all of us i just hope you all make good ones.

2006-03-06T16:29:00.000-08:00

my baby kitty

2006-03-06T16:26:00.000-08:00

me and the little ones wrestling

feelings

2006-03-05T18:59:00.000-08:00

yes well i think it is hard to tell freinds advise when you really havnt gone through what they are goin through right now but you kinda have, and you knwo all that boy drama is stupid but its just still a big part of our life. whenther your 10 all the way 50 your feelings can change from liking strongly to loveing but either way the feelings are always there . i was trying to explain that to a friend tonight but it is soo hard.

i knwo it is really hard to determine whether you love the person or you jsut like them allot but you have to trust in god and pray about it b/c you will never know until god gives you that person and i think everyone gets there mind stuck on wow i like this person i am jsut gonna stay with him b/c he seems right for me but you will never knwo until you get out there and let god do it for you. love is just a really strong feeling that we really have no control over it our hearts can control our mind..

so this is for all those girls who think they have to be with someone now or they will be single for the rest of your life god is going to be with you for the rest of your life dont waste that time looking for someone who is right in front of your face, god will show him to you in good time..

love is..... patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth, it always protects, always trusts, always hopes adn always perserveres. 1 corinthians 13:4-7

my first blog

2006-03-05T12:16:00.000-08:00

YAY!!!!!! today i started my blog yay well yes i joined the kool people in this blog thingy and well yes right now i dont have much to say but YAY!!!! i have a blog